Why I No Longer Train Facilitators Without Initiation

Over the past years, I’ve watched the field of energy work, life force/kundalini activation evolve rapidly. With that growth, I’ve also witnessed many shifts, some deeply inspiring, others deeply concerning.

What began as a sacred and transformative process of awakening has, in many places, become simplified, packaged, and shared without the depth and reverence that this work truly calls for.

Facilitators are often sent out without the integration or embodied understanding needed to hold this field with clarity and care. Some are admired and even outwardly successful, while the inner refinement that gives this work its power and purity remains undeveloped, in some cases dangerous. The field can appear vibrant, yet something deeper is often missing. Sensitive souls feel this. Many come to me seeking guidance, sensing something is off but not knowing why.

This energy is not a product or a performance. It is a living current of Source. It is consciousness itself moving through the body, awakening remembrance. This current cannot be owned, taught in a quick format, or manufactured. It can only flow through a vessel that has become transparent, willing to be reshaped, emptied, and surrendered into love. It takes time.

It became clear to me over time that initiating people directly into facilitation without this foundational alignment was, for me, no longer in integrity. To continue doing so would be to bypass the sacred process this energy is asking of us, for ourselves and for those we serve. It is not only unsafe but also karmically misaligned, both for the spaceholder and for the client.

This is not something one can truly hold with depth after a five-day training. To hold space for others in their awakening, we must first go through the integration and depths of our own. Only then can we meet others from a place of embodied knowing, safety, and deep presence.

This is why I now offer two pathways:

1. the INITIATION

A deep, immersive journey into the field of Source Transmission. This is where your remembrance begins or deepens. Through this initiation, you are not learning to facilitate. You are learning to listen, to surrender, and to open to your unique blueprint so the energy can move through you in its own divine intelligence. It is a return to truth. A reclamation of your own soul’s path.

In this training, you begin to understand how this energy and multidimensional field actually works, not through borrowed concepts but through direct experience, guidance, and insight. You will receive personal mentoring and be supported in seeing the deeper structure of this work from within.

This space is designed for both those who are new to the path and those who have been walking it for some time but feel something essential has been missing, or are ready for the later stages to unfold. Some transmissions can only be received after sustained presence. This space offers refinement, integration, and depth for those ready to move beyond seeking and into being.

2. the SPACEHOLDER PATH

This second phase is open only to those who have walked through the initiation with me. It’s not a process to be rushed or controlled.

Here, we enter the sacred art of holding space, rooted in purity, devotion, and deep alignment. This is not about teaching a method. It is about awakening the clarity, stability, and presence that allows true transmission to flow through you.

As you begin working with others, you will learn how to hold in a way that is safe, ethical, and anchored in moral responsibility. We explore the difference between distorted energy and clear transmission, and how to stay rooted in direct connection with Source, not through lineage, performance, or identity but through the stillness within.

This path is for those whose service is born from love, not ambition.For those who feel the call to serve not because it is popular, but because it is sacred.